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Lonesome

I feel like a bag of gold has been put in front of me and then taken away. They said my radiation levels have come down, I could go home tonight and come back tomorrow for the scan. YES!!!

Then they changed there minds… no leaving for me. The lady in the room next to me Jasmina was allowed home. She has been my company, we could chat over the lead. Now she’s gone. I’m gutted. This is a surreal, pretty grim experience but it just got worse. I know it’s not long now and I MUST count blessings and be grateful. It’s kind of hard to when the radioactive cleaning day are in Jasmina’s room and I can hear the buzzing…

20 hours left…